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Blogging mood on.Again, I dunno what to blog !!This can be the hardest question all the time. lawl

Ok fine just blog some random stuffs.

Thereeee are tons of homeworks undone ! 

And yeaa I still can relax and chill all the time 

I dont understand why I wont feel anxious or tense about my studies.

I do care abt my studies but at the same time, I'm oblivious too.

Its just sooo ambivalent 

If you know me well, you will know tht Im a lazzzyyyyy person.

All of my hws are delay, I daydream at all my LVC, worse still , I just let it go.

I really dont care !

And I need an answer for that !

Where is my passion for study ? Where is my competitive mindset ? Where izit ? 

Sad to say, its all gone. Maybe just for now, hope so. But I know it will comeback !

Abt more on the updates (:

Ytd , while I was helping Jing yee on her essaay,

teacher asked me to tution for english, I said I dont need it, I'm fine .

But she replied' No you are not ! Your english is quite bad !'' in a high pitch tone. 

I gave her a quizzical look, and I said Im fine again . I felt quite offended actually.

After I reached home, I felt like Im an stupid arrogant cow ! It leads me to depression for the whole day ytd.

I know my english sucks like shit, especially my grammar. But No fun if u tution english just for good results ! And I hate grammmaar so muchhh,no way u want me to spend time with the bloody grammar for few hours !

I love literature , and I want to discover the fun myself ! I studied it bcuz I love it, its for my own improvement, but not for a better stupid results. 

Is good grade so important ? Ok I know is extremely important, but nowadays all the students studied just for exam ,results and of course fame. 

Do they actually learn what are they studying ? :/

I hope I get a chance to explain the reason to teacher, srsly I dont think my english is good cher !

Plus, teacher asked when Im ''teaching'' english ,ofc will feel offended lah ! Lolll

Well I didnt manage to wake up on time, so Im absent from school today ! YAY !

And who will study at home ? Literally sit on the table and study for six hours ! Sorry Im not tht geeky ! HAHA 

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You know, my grammar sucks !